The end (of sem) is near, and it's burning like hell. Still up to now, it is only EEE 190 (thesis proposal) that had been over. I still have a long queue of Final exams which would really make me go home (to Baguio) and look like an undead. Not to mention all the other major requirements every other subject has to offer. This school year had been the worst of my college life. I really hope I could survive towards the end.
I am currently busy with our CoE 113 MP; and as I would say, is my only chance to pass the subject. I have low exam outputs, that really makes me sad since this subject is seasonal. If I fail this one, it would mean that I would be delayed for a year! This subject actually had not been a pain in the ass for the past years as it was somewhat like introduced as a theoretical appreciation course about computer architectures. Now, the approach on the subject is different due to a change of instructor and the addition of requirements.
My load for this semester had not been a help at all. It all turned out that I am all drained out by midweek. My performance in the other subjects had been compromised; in which, I could say that I had poured about 80% towards our weekly thesis progress reports then cram the 20% with the others. Even a relatively easy CE 22 (Engineering Economy) became a problem at some point due to low exam results.
I think I am reaching my own saturation point. EEE really is a vast field of knowledge, and I could only leave some more space for specialization. I am already tired of absorbing concepts which I could barely use unless I would have shifted to that field. That is why I can no longer wait to graduate and at least concentrate on a certain career path.
I really don't want the feeling of being left behind.